agony

Yesterday i went to East Coast Park for roller skating. At first , i wouldn't wanna go because i was at eunos alone. I met a weird guy who literally want to get my number by using weird gestures like walking back and forward in front of me , staring at me , following me. Second , i was hailing cab , out of the blues , came two malays lady stood in front of me , flagging the cab. It's blew my top! Damn it. Third , inscrutable glancing by the OLD GUYS. Why am i the one always get different look by others especially pervert mid age man. Nevertheless , i still went because Alan managed to call the whole class go for this activity. Great effort:)
Next i went skating! It's been years that i even skated. The weather turned cloudy and dark. We was soaked to the skin. We had our dinner there but i didn't manage to eat much because i was meeting my sister in town for dinner. Well , god didn't help me much but spoil my day by rained cats and dogs. I was infuriated. I couldn't get to go and have my dinner with my family.
I went dinner with jun quan who is a joker to me. Hmmm , he was entertained me because could see i cried before , thanks to the tremendous pain occured on my appendix side. After purchasing my thing , the pain got worsen. I hurried back home and ate my medicine. The pain killer is not very affective. I sobbed bitterly , enduring the pain. Sigh!

Some thoughts flashed through my mind. When can i start to dance again? When can i go for a jogging session? It was HIM. Am i still in love with him? Why i felt this way? Please go away , i felt so pernicious to think of you again. Nightmare still occurred even though i used a lot of methods to slip my mind about you.