Stress.

This few days , i could not sleep well , eat well.. I'm feeling so uneasy. So lost.. So.. Sigh , what am i talking about? I have no ideas.. My mind is wired with a lot of thoughts. I'm worry about something so badly.
I started to lost interest in modeling.. I think i will stop doing it after my Catalogue is done. Started to felt stress. Everything come in one shot. I was worry my O level i didn't pass it. I will still continue to study in ITE. Until i can get in to Singapore polytechnic.
Yesterday , i went to FHM contest. All the girl is hot and bitchy. I'm not. I wore too simple , nothing sexy to flaunt about. My purpose going there is to see how they choose FHM girls , how the girl going to do and not going to get selected. I was so afraid rather than happy to get selected because i will lose something that is very precious in my life.