Fuck up life.

I hate him seriously. Why is he inconsiderate? He suck man! He only know how to boast around but when you ask him to do he don't know how and gave excuses. He only know how to scold his spouse but he did not know is his fault. He spoiled everything in my life. I think in order to reduce the conflict , i had to be like a dog to serve him even though he had a perfect pair of legs or hands. He only knows how to take medical certificate and he only knows how to order people and scold and vent on others. When things come , he pushed the blame.

Today i just didn't pick up the phone from him. I only brought 10 bucks in my wallet for a meal and didn't think much because i don't dare to take from my mum. Is my mum's money , when i desperately need it i will ask her. He asked me to buy for him whereby he is using computer , watching tv , relaxing. WTF? Hungry do not know how to go downstairs and buy a meal but he waited for someone to buy for him.Though he is superb hungry. He push the blame to others to hold and spread the miserable spell to everyone. He only knows how to ask for money/respect/spent unnecessary/... That's too much to be said. The old him is gone , sometimes i wish to bathe and rub my body and maybe want to reborn again!i don't want his blood. I felt so disgusted about my body.

He claimed that i didn't replied his message but in fact i did. He said he called me 4 times but i only see one missed call. He said i only knows love. FUCK! F.U.C.K ... You want me to be single forever? I will make you guilty/regret forever. You are not one of me.

Why i hate marriage because i don't want the same husband that my mum had RIGHT NOW! REALLY THANKS FOR GIVING ME THAT KIND OF AWFUL THINKING. you're not suit to be the one i listen but the one i ignore

YOU MAKE HER CRIED EVERY TIME. I FUCKING HATE YOU.